2009年11月30日 星期一

Despond

價值是什麼?

追求理想過程中的一種信念

課本說的。

所著重的地方不同

自然會有不同的解釋

無論如何

都是種存在的理由

或許也可以說

是種自圓其說的假設

而最近連自圓其說的動力

都是這樣的薄弱

讓我不想過問也不想回答

有時候呆呆的不要亂看 是好事

Am I allowed to resent you

...even for just a little while

2009年11月28日 星期六

Natasha Bedingfield

大三坐在書堆前的機率變高

唯一娛樂只有聽聽音樂發發呆

最近常聽Natasha Bedingfield的歌

大概是【男女生了沒】害的

糟糕...我的風格真的變吵了



【男女生了沒】插曲:

Pocket Full Of Sunshine
BY -Natasha Bedingfield
ALBUM -Pocketful Of Sunshine(2008)




Piece Of Your Heart
BY -Natasha Bedingfield
ALBUM -Pocketful Of Sunshine(2008)

LYRICS:

Woah

I know you’re trying to make me happy,
And I know you’re doing it you’re way, way.
And I don’t always make it easy
To know the perfect words to say, say.

If you wanna give me what I want,
Listen, ‘cause I’m gonna tell you what I need so bad.
If you wanna give me what I crave,
Hold me so I can feel your love.

When the craziness begins to get to me,
Just need a hand to hold, just be that somebody.
It’s your tenderness that’s gonna make it right,
I want a piece of your heart, not a piece of your mind.

When the craziness begins to get to me,
Just need a hand to hold, just be that somebody.
It’s your tenderness that’s gonna make it right,
Give me a piece of your heart, not a piece of your mind.

Woah, woah, woah, woah,
Ah, oh
Woah, woah, woah

You’re always trying to solve the puzzle,
And you always wanna fix what’s broke, broke.
You keep searching through the rubble,
And never wanna let it go, go.

Sometimes it feels like I’m raining on the inside,
And all the things that I’m trying I don’t get it right.
Yeah, sometimes, I fall but I get up,
And it takes a while but I get there in my own time.

If you wanna give me what I want,
Listen, ‘cause I’m gonna tell you what I need so bad.
If you wanna give me what I crave,
Hold me so I can feel your love.

When the craziness begins to get to me,
Just need a hand to hold, just be that somebody.
It’s your tenderness that’s gonna make it right,
I want a piece of your heart, not a piece of your mind.

When the craziness begins to get to me,
Just need a hand to hold, just be that somebody.
It’s your tenderness that’s gonna make it right,
Give me a piece of your heart, not a piece of your mind.

Love is a very wide open door,
You can go through every time you want more.
Why do I feel like the glass is half full,
When I’ve got enough of it to feel, a swimming pool.

Listen, ‘cause I’m gonna tell you what I need so bad.
If you wanna give me what I crave,
Hold me so I can feel your love.

When the craziness begins to get to me,
Just need a hand to hold, just be that somebody.
It’s your tenderness that’s gonna make it right,
I want a piece of your heart, not a piece of your mind.

When the craziness begins to get to me,
Just need a hand to hold, just be that somebody.
It’s your tenderness that’s gonna make it right,
Give me a piece of your heart, not a piece of your mind.

2009年11月24日 星期二

Three



They said three's a charm.

2009年我19歲

遇到了3件幸運的事

也從生命中送走了3個人...



3件對我來說十分痛苦的事

一是面對現實

二是思念

三是忘記一個人



不夠聰明不夠成熟的我

其實真的還是不懂。

大概不是每次都會如此幸運、

都能巧妙逃過心痛

一樣的只有

自己總是不變的那一個。



企圖以忙碌的生活沖淡無法自拔的痛

每分每秒望著不同的結局

日復一日盼著不會來的音訊

回憶總在自以為忘卻時、大膽獨處時襲來



承認這不是個深思熟慮後的選擇

事實上有很大比例的可能

在未來的某一天

會捶胸頓足地後悔

但這也不全然是衝動的後果

究竟是怎樣也許永遠都不會知道

頂多不禁猜測

自己可能真有容易教人厭倦的超能力



做了場被痛醒的夢

這下該拿自己怎麼辦才好?

回妳:
其實我老實告訴妳
不管怎樣
都是會痛的
差別只在於:
自己拿刀子捅自己
心裡多少有準備

捱一下
咬咬牙
敷敷藥
也許就過了
別人拿刀子捅妳
吃驚訝異
等回過神來
早已血流成河
傷口
難以復原

兩者皆留疤

2009年11月22日 星期日

Cruel humor



夏季過了

冬季

搞不好會跑完春夏秋冬

就差春和秋了!

噗哈哈哈

春去夏至 秋來冬盡

春去夏至 秋來冬盡

春去夏至 秋來冬盡

DULL

這大概也是一種才能

淚一直掉

卻又覺得好好笑 =D

可能我一直都有
殘酷的幽默

2009年11月6日 星期五