2014年8月14日 星期四

Closure

That was another case closed.

No more awkwardness.

What a strangely curious year.

Finally I'm facing the future and the past.

Something I've been running away from

for far too long.



Still I am thankful for what I've been through.

Even more so toward my sweet beloved Patrick.

For he sees through my wounded battered hide,

cherished me for who I am,

while knowing I'm not perfect all along.



I wish you all the best and happiness in the world, my friend.

I have found mine at last.

I hope you do too.

But may we never cross each other's path in the next life,

as we're never meant to be.

2014年7月23日 星期三

Not again

又是那該死的好勝心。

不然說真的

過了五六年

什麼一見鍾情風花雪月的情懷

能記得的實在是很有限

只剩下那被嫌棄被拋棄的記憶

連當年痛徹心扉的絕望感都早被時間給篩盡

可就還是會在意

在意這麼多年後會不會還是被看扁

不服氣

不服輸



輕易說愛又快迅放手

讓人無所適從



雖然說不是我在自誇

現在過得真的很好

很愛在我身邊的人們、自己和小螞蟻

跟往明確目標前進的生活

但就還是會跟自己過不去

或許等開始PGY發現其實沒什麼交集

就會釋懷了吧



雖說如此

還是希望

報到那天 你可不可以不要出現。